Six years after athroat cancer diagnosisand the radiation and chemotherapy treatments that followed, along with a tracheostomy that permanently damaged his speaking voice,Val Kilmerhas a new lease on life.

Now cancer-free and on this week’s cover of PEOPLE, the actor, 61, is showing a side of himself that fans have never seen in the new Amazon Original DocumentaryVal.

“Now that it’s more difficult to speak, I want to tell my story more than ever,” Kilmer says in the documentary, which is an intimate look at theTop Gunstar’s personal and professional life, including his cancer battle and recovery.

Valreceived a standing ovation at the Cannes Film Festival and features a treasure trove of Kilmer’s personal video footage from behind the scenes of his most popular films, along with vulnerable, candid moments from the star about coping with his physical limitations in the documentary. His son Jack also reads Kilmer’s words to narrate much of the film.

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“I obviously am sounding much worse than I feel,” Kilmer says in the film, his voice thin and raspy.

“I can’t speak without plugging this hole [in his throat]. You have to make the choice to breathe or to eat,” he adds, and now has his meals through a feeding tube. “It’s an obstacle that is very present with whoever sees me.”

Filmmakers Scott and Poo tell PEOPLE they were inspired to pursue making the documentary with Kilmer after learning about the actor’s extensive personal film archive and getting to know the man himself.

“We approached him three years ago,” says Scott. “I’d worked with him on hisCinema Twainprojectand when he couldn’t tour the playCitizen Twain, he was touring a film of the play, so I was working with him on that and some other projects too, archiving his footage.”

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Poo respects how open Kilmer was to collaborating with them and showing all facets of his personal and professional life.

“He doesn’t have the vanity that you would expect from someone of his fame and celebrity. There was never any of that kind of artifice or protection that people who are really famous have to put up around themselves,” she says. “It’s humbling to be around that.”

For much more on Val Kilmer, pick up his PEOPLE cover story on newsstands Friday

She continues: “He’s such a layered person, there’s the childlike playfulness, but then there’s also the deep wisdom of somebody who’s been on a spiritual path their whole life at the same time. He’s a lot of opposites that make him incredibly interesting, and it’s kind of why our film is so interesting.”

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Kilmer has continued working and is busy with his artistic pursuits tied into his gallery/creative incubatorHelMel Studiosin Los Angeles, as well as continuing to act. In 2020 he costarred with Mercedes in the thrillerPaydirtand has an emotional role in the upcomingTop Gun: Maverick.

“He’s continued to express himself creatively,” says Scott. “He makes incredible pieces of art. He’s always positive and is not someone who has self-pity.”

Scott adds: “He has evolved like all of us, but in the material from the past [in the documentary], you see so many of the same kind of themes: he’s always been a spiritual person, he’s always been incredibly creative, super hilarious and he’s always been so besotted with his children, and all of that remains.”

InVal, Kilmer says he looks forward to his future, whatever it holds.

“I have behaved bizarrely to some. I deny none of this and have no regrets because I have lost and found parts of myself that I never knew existed,” the actor says in the film. “I am blessed.”

Valis now streaming on Prime Video.

source: people.com