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Shawn Mendes

Shawn Mendesis opening up about the “very difficult,” but ultimately rewarding, process ofcanceling his tour datesin order to tend to his mental health struggles.

“The process was very difficult. A lot of doing therapy, a lot of trying to understand how I was feeling and what was making me feel that way. And then doing the work to help myself and heal,” he told the outlet. “And also leaning on people in my life to help a little bit.”

Mendes said it’s “been a lot of work” making efforts to untangle his feelings, but that he feels as though the process is working, and is appreciative of the support he’s received.

“I think the last year and a half has been the most eye-opening and growing and beautiful and just healing process of my life,” he said. “I’m also really grateful for all the people that were so accepting and loving and kind and understanding. And it just really made me see how culture is really starting to get to a place where mental health is really becoming a priority.”

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The star firstpostponed his tourin July, thencanceled the datesaltogether weeks later. He’d kicked things off that June, and was slated to play more than 40 shows through October.

In a statement shared with fans at the time, Mendes said he was making his health his “first priority,” and needed a longer break from the road after facing the difficult reality of extensive touring.

“It has become more clear that I need to take the time I’ve never taken personally, to ground myself and come back stronger. I unfortunately have to cancel the rest of the tour dates in North America, and the UK/Europe,” he wrote. “We were hopeful that I might be able to pick up with the rest of the dates after some much-needed time off, but at this time I have to put my health as my first priority. This doesn’t mean I won’t be making new music, and I can’t wait to see you on tour in the future.”

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Shawn Mendes

In the months since announcing his break, Mendes has shown off his acting chops (he played the titular reptile inLyle, Lyle, Crocodile, which was released in October) as well as abrand new ‘do; in January, he debuted a buzz cut.

“I think everyone should know what they look like with a shaved head,” Mendes told theWSJof bidding adieu to his signature long locks. “I also was just feeling this urge to just shake myself up a little bit.”

The star was also recentlynamed the new brand ambassadorfor jeweler David Yurman.

“I find that David Yurman jewelry has this super organic feel to it where you can feel dressed up and still feel authentic,” he told PEOPLE. “That’s why I’ve always worn these pieces on my neck because it’s always been special but also subtle enough for me to feel comfortable in my own skin. It feels easy and effortless — you don’t have to put on a character to wear this jewelry. You’re elevating yourself in a comfortable way.”

If you or someone you know needs mental health help, text “STRENGTH” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.

source: people.com